i need a new bag. from STGE. i hope i have enough with my next month's pay. tsk tsk. i hope the bag i want is cheap enough for me to afford it! hehe.

some pics on 26th june. spot the greedy one. tsk tsk. =P

delicious delicious oysters.













all the food totaled up to a long bill.


camwhore.


jessie. diana. xinfang.


reflections of the stairs.


with lovely jessie.



me with a ghostly hand~


dont ask me what jes is trying to do. HAHA.



more pics to come soon~ time for bed!


oh ya, i had spaghetti just now. and my dearest jie jie cook fried tofu for me. hehe. love you my jie jie!! ***muacks!

attended a wake earlier this week. which more or less, it affected me quite a bit. which more or less reminded me of the past. which more or less broke me down. i was contemplating to ask her to join me on my birthday celebration but before i got the message to her, i received a sms saying her dad just passed away. it sucks to see your dear one leave and to regret when you finally realized you didnt do enough for them while they're right beside you.


something on the lighter side. friday was my birthday! jessie and xinfang treated me to dinner at sun with moon at wheel lock on thurs. we were happily ordering appetizers, drinks and stuff and when we finally got to our main course, we felt so bloated to stuff it down. and sweet them order a green tea tiramisu and green tea ice cream for me before i reach the place!!! i love them so much. hees. =D

then, the actual day i had strawberry cheesecake from polar from ocbc ppl. PLUS one KAYA PANDAN CAKE from PEEJAY! thanks you so much!! night was out with the EMRS peeps, ronald chong plus bf, yixiang and casey! thanks for coming! ate at outback and i got a surprise cake from my beloved BF from bakerzin! I LOVE THIS GUY SO MUCH. HEHE. drinking session after that. and casey got rod to come down too. they made my day~

sat was out to sentosa with the ocbc ppl but it really felt like i'm out with my bf only. but well, think they enjoyed it.

i wanna thank bf, sister, dad, eugene, sandy, kiwi, huizhen, weiliang, kaiying, chee wee, clarence, hanming, peijin, regan, huiyu, timothy, cindy, ivan, jeremy, junjie, bbox, don, dom, clara, casey, yixiang, rod, ifah, wani, jes, xf, scott etc etc. sorry if i missed you out. =x

bf got me a levi's watch. (i love it!)
eugene - body shop voucher. (i'm seriously shocked by the internal mail. thanks!)
weiliang - ang bao. (super shocked too. but i really appreciate it.)
dad - ang bao also. (hehe.)
emrs peeps - bottle of red wine, a set of necklace and earrings and chocolate. (yummy!)
yixiang and casey - box of choc and sweet. (very sweet of both of them. =D)
jes, xf and sis - dinner treat~ (love the food alot alot!)

time to plan for my lovely bf's birthday. wish me everything work out well! =)

i love all my friends~ really. even though we dont meet up often but i hope you cherish the friendship we have.

went to a wake just now. i feel so sad now. this wake reminds me of the one i am at a few years back. just that i was so immatured then.

yeps, i'm not strong.

for my birthday, i'm only asking everyone only once. i'm going to plan everything by myself other than the celebration with my bf. so if you are not happy with the place i'm going, or the food i wanna eat, then too bad. dont come. it's my BIRTHDAY. thank you.

oh man. it's 1plus AM and I'M STILL NOT IN BED! i'm having insomnia. =(

watched soccer last night. and damn SPAIN! make me lose my 5bucks. 92mins leh!!!! wth. arghhh. i was so happy when they drawed before half time. heard many cheering but it didnt go in till the 92nd min! duhhh. anyway it was quite exciting since i was watching with my beloved. tsktsk. play my psp finally like for dont know how many ages. haha.

went shopping with jessie with sponsorship from bf a few days back. bought 2 dress, a top and spend alot on food. today was shopping again but with bf. bought some lingeries, some snacks and cup noodles. and finally my kerastase! i'm loving it! hehs. had pizza hut cause he got a craving for it. i know exactly what you are thinking my darling. your craving, your everything. *big smirks. =]

went to xinfang's condo yesterday. tried the jacuzzi, pool and spa. and i guess i will never wanna try the spa again. i felt so faint after soaking in the 40 degree celsius water! so dehydrated and FAINT. almost lost my breath. hmm, well it wasnt that bad lah. but i really had a hard time trying to breathe. went for zi cha after that. i love her mom! she's so nice lah!! cheers to all moms around!

so many people are missing from my msn contacts since alot of them went in to BMT already! =( i'm losing all my friends. friends friends please come back!

random random.

i love pushing daisies.



and




HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!=D

i'm so bored.
but i dont know what to blog about.
whether to blog about my life? or not?





BUT....
life has been great, recently.


lots of chilling out with all my OCBC friends.
lots of singing and drinking.
lots of eating and chatting.
lots of craps and jokes.
lots of food and more food.
lots of fun and laughter with them around.



SOOOOOOO, KOH CHEE WEE AND GOH WEI LIANG.
YOU BETTER DONT FORGET US!!!! =D
WE SHALL MEET UP RIGHT AFTER YOUR BMT!! that is provided you're free from friends/girlfriends/family commitments! tsktsk.



anyways bf has been trying to plan out my birthday schedule which is like so far away. i havent had any plans yet. so ya. book me fast! wahaha. =X



so ya, i took full day leave to jolly well go back to school and take my cert and then shopping with jessie! provided my finances allow me to! which seems hardly possible since i'm like left with around 10 bucks in my bloody DBS account and less than 50bucks cash. JIALAT!


oh man, this is such a random post! but well, i'm super lazy to blog now! so this picture shall end my post!


left to right: HANMING, HUIYU, DIANA, WEI LIANG, CHEE WEE, REGAN and CINDY!

i wanted to buy ba zhang yesterday. but after i saw the price, i wanna cry. they increased their price by at least half lah! $2.80 for a nonya zhang? =(((((

in the end i bought a $1.30 one instead. and it doesnt taste nice. i'm so sad. I WANNA EAT NICE NICE BA ZHANG!!!

i went home after weiliang's graduation day.
i got a damn shock when i went to the bathroom.
no one understands what i'm feeling now.
NO ONE.
DAMMIT.
what on earth is happening!
i'm so lost track of everything out of a sudden.
i dont know what to do now.
i'm lost.
DAMN LOST.

we were talking about going overseas for holidays. haha. gold coast? i wanna go tasmania. i wanna bring a devil home. =D so you better remember what we had said. you know who you are! haha.

i love my friends. thank you. =)

i didnt know what you were going through until i look back.
call it stupid or naive.
fuck that bloody bitch.
to think that you are more educated.
is that what you do to your own relatives?!
damn.